I will be getting my period on Monday or Tuesday because I am taking this b.c. out.
I NEED to get dicked but it won’t happen.
Maybe that’s where my angryness is coming from too.
Staying home & I’m gonna try not to cry & stuff.
Gonna eat too.
Work in the morning.
I’ll be ready in 2 weeks…
I care too much.
I help too much.
Who cares about me?
Who helps me?
Done. Over. &. Out.
This isn’t even because I’m angry.
Observations & thinking.
The Weeknd (A remix)
Bear//Face (A remix)
How I’m feeling….
*This is the sorta*
I hate you Lithium. I hate you Water. I hate you life.
I’l be ok.
I want a P.T.
A Personal Therapist.
Meaning I want this P.T. to give me
Sexual Emotional Therapy.
I want to be able to feel certain emotions in a sexual way.
I want to:
Be angry & be happy sexually.
I have to trust first.
Mind you I am a very dominant person in my life.
Meaning I am in control of what happens to me.
I think I am ready to let go in a sexual way.
I am only
submissive in bed.
This is BDSM & I’m ready the right way this time.
The issue is my trust issues.
I can’t trust ppl.
I want this P.T. to focus on me & only ME.
In a way I would be a P.T. back.
I need to learn trust.
I’ve been stressed.
I’ve been frustrated sexually & in general.
I’m a bitch & sometimes a cunt.
CUNT I said it.
I have my moments.
I’ve done some stuff in my day.
I am rusty but I know my S&M.
I have no one to talk to but my Tumblr.
No one will read this so hey.
I have stories.
Especially an interesting one from 10 yrs ago.
If you’re important & you ask, I’ll tell you.
Other than that I am one Mysterious Angry Horny Feral Cabbit.
Only the ppl who matter know the real me.
Sad to say no one knows who I am so yea.